Monday, April 20, 2009

Thinking...



I'm not heartbroken ... But do you really want to admit that to yourself? I have a feeling that this blog is going to be an emotional bloggercoster.. if that makes sense! haha. My head fills up with all these thoughts, and I feel the need to share them here, then maybe once I get it out, I can get over it in a sense.

Lately.. I just want to stay in bed...Its amazing how one day you can wake up and things are just not the way they used to be, I like to think that everything happens for a reason, but sometimes I cant find a reason. Maybe I'm just too much of a forgiving person, maybe I give too many chances, maybe I need to be a little more heartless. Its just crazy to me how people can just throw things away like they never meant anything.. maybe its karma. I guess Ive been the heart breaker at one point, but no one ever deserves it.



I'm standing here with my suitcase of memories, on a dirt road, waiting for someone to pick me up. I'm lost.


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