Breath in, Breath out.

“Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.”-Grey's Anatomy

Ive come to a point of no return. Things happen, pain happens, and no matter how hard you try to hold on to that little ounce of happiness, sometimes you just have to let go. Its been a rough couple of months, and a rough last week or so... but reality is this too shall pass. Sometimes relationships have that way of planting that evil seed inside of us, rooted and wont let up. It makes us think that things will always be this way, things wont get better, and things will never be as good as this, or ill never find someone who will make me this happy. Truth is we have probably said this at least once or twice, maybe even three or more times in our life.

I know that waking up everyday and feeling bad isn't going to make things better, so if i have to put on a fake smile and purposely make myself busy to keep my mind off things I will!

"Love is tough, too powerful for words, never starts and never ends, never enough and never not enough, you CANT give up on love it never goes away, sometimes love is too strong for words only through expression, everyone deserves love no one doesn't, love comes from god and if ignored you can suffer far more than you can possibly imagine, never just starts... and of coarse it can never end" :)

My friend wrote this to me a long time ago, It was his response to a post I wrote. I always go back and read it when I need a little boost. I don't think he will ever realize how many times I actually go back and read it, but its soo true. So thanks. ;)