Blablableebloo.

Ill give you a blog!
Here goes.

His name is Michael, id like to say hes a "significant" other but right now that word is not in my vocabulary. Mike wants me to "blog" about him, he should know by now I don't like being told to do something, and especially when hes telling me to blog about him and say all these nice things just to boost his ego. I'm annoyed.
Sure I have nice things to say about him, but right now were not getting along.. Its not that I don't want us to get along, I don't like arguing, but like Ive said before.. my fuse is only so long! I cant help it, its like word vomit, it comes up and out and I cant stop myself from being so bratty. I cant not be a smart ass, or sarcastic, I cant help it!! I know sometimes this can hurt his feelings and I do feel bad, I don't want to always be this mean vicious person. I'm really nice!

Mike is someone I never saw myself getting involved with, we hung out, had things in common and I really loved his company, then I guess we just grew on each other. There is nothing bad I could say about Mike, sure everyone has little things about them that get under your skin, but Mike is sweet, he generally cares about me and always wants to be there. Mike is someone I should be grateful to have in my life no matter what happens between us, and I don't give him the credit he deserves. I know relationships are hard for everyone, some people handle them better than others, and i shouldn't expect him to know exactly how to react to me. I hope things can get better, and we can get along. I just want him to know that I do care about him, and appreciate everything hes done and does for me. ;)


P.S
DM asked what the difference between decline and over limit was today (after the credit card was over limit, then charged again and said decline). AHHH.