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I have too much time on my hands...

Photo fun!

These are some things I made on picnik.com You can edit your photos there for free, they also have a lot of free things to do with your photos, like these!





All of us! ♥ The dog would be Elgin, He's not quite sure what he thinks of Harper, he smells her and licks her, so he must think she smells and tastes good!!

Space bound.

[Verse 1]
We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn’t much
But it’s enough to make me wonder what’s in store for us
It’s lust, it’s torturous, you must be a sorceress, cuz you just
Did the impossible; gained my trust, don’t play games it’ll be dangerous
If you fuck me over, cuz if I get burnt
Ima show you what it’s like to hurt
Cuz I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evol, spell it backwards I’ll show ya (evil)
Nobody knows me, I’m cold, walk down this road all alone
It’s no one’s fault but my own. it’s the path I’ve chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don’t ask me why I have no love for these mo’fuckin’ hoes
Blood suckin’ succubuses, what the fuck is up with this
I’ve tried in this department but I ain’t have no luck with this
It sucks, but it’s exactly what I thought it would be like tryna start over
I got a hole in my heart, some kind of emotional roller coaster
Something I won’t go till you toy with my emotions so it’s over
It’s like an explosion, everytime I hold ya I wasn’t joking when I told ya
You take my breath away, you’re a supernova, and Imma…
[Chorus]
I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you, right at you
[Verse 2]
I’ll do whatever it takes, when I’m with you I get the shakes
My body aches, when I ain’t with you I have zero strength
There’s no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one, then once we get them it’s never the same
You want them when they don’t want you, Soon as they do feelings change
It’s not a contest and I ain’t on no conquest for no mate
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
I wasn’t looking when I stumbled on to you, musta been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take?
Let’s cut to the chase, before the door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break
And leave myself open that I won’t be makin’ a mistake
Cuz Imma…
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
So after a year and six months, it’s no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God
I blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I’m bleedin, I’m tryna stop you from leavin’
You won’t even listen so fuck it, I’m tryna stop you from breathin’
I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you squeazin’
Til I snap your neck like a popsicle stick, ain’t no possible reason
I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks now I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple I told you this… (Gunshot)

And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it’s over now, it’s too late to save our love
Just promise me you’ll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cuz Imma…

[Chorus 2]
I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I’m so lost without you, without you, without you
[End]


So my song right now..

Time on my hands.

In my few spare hours of time today.... ohh lets say 5. I came across Google font directory. I believe you have to have Google Chrome installed to use this, but its simple. Once there it gives you a few different fonts and the code to use the fonts on your blog!! I love it, and used one for my blog title... I'm not sure if anyone can see it, because it might be that you have to have it to view it. Anyways, its cute when I look at it!! After a few tries I finally got it to work! Go check it out! ;)

3 Month update!

Really? Has it been this long?!
3 months ago today, I was frantically pacing trying to find my lost cell phone, crying and stressing that I wouldnt be able to call anyone and let them know I was having my precious little girl the next day. Little did I know, that would soon be the least of my worries.
Time goes by so fast, but I'm so grateful that Ive had the opportunity to spend every single day with her. To wake up next to her, play with her, talk to her, take her everywhere with me. The list goes on. You really don't know how much you can love until you have a child. I never really understood when people would say that or tell me, but its like you are connected at the heart. I love watching her grow, but I already want her to stay little forever! Things are going good, she is growing and learning. She has realized that she has hands and tries to fit them both in her mouth. She drools constantly, holds her head up, and is so aware of everything. She definitely recognizes my face and voice, its amazing how they just know the "mothers touch" (I think Mike is jealous) haha. He has been back a week now, and she is getting used to his face and voice, its great that they get to spend time together, I'm sure she will be a Daddy's girl. He actually changed a diaper yesterday... to bad it wasn't number 2. Tomorrow will be the first time I leave her overnight and a couple hours away.. she will be with Auntie and Grandma, but my nerves are setting in... I miss her just being gone for a few hours! Also, Harper celebrated her first 4Th of July... unfortunately we didn't watch any fireworks, but we did get to spend time with the family and dress up!

Kenzi,Me,Harper all dressed up!

Little Harpeloo in her 4Th of July dress.

Home.

Michael moved back!!
He got a job here, so him and all they guys he went to Cali with came back to work here, with just as much opportunity and they can be with their family's! Its nice to have the extra hands, to have his help, and his company! We also have another addition, he brought his dog Elgin with him!! He's the sweetest dog, and definitely makes me feel safe when Mike is gone. Now that Michael has moved in, its definitely taking some getting used to.. I now have more laundry to do, another mouth to feed, and more stuff in my little apartment! But on the plus side, I do have a big screen T.V. haha
All jokes aside, I'm glad he's back, glad he gets to spend everyday with his daughter and can start building a relationship with her, and she can start recognizing his face! She is definitely a mommas girl, and can get fussy when anyone else is holding her, especially if she is in not the best mood. I'm sure within the next few weeks he will have the touch, maybe he will start changing more diapers. :)

Quote.

"People come in and out of our lives and some manage to stay longer than we would like. They linger in our hearts & visit us in our dreams. "